We write to apologize

annefilade @ 2008-09-14T23:52:00

2008-09-15T03:53:24Z

and raced them to the island

annefilade @ 2008-09-03T11:01:00

2008-09-03T15:03:40Z

sam, youre boss is a wicked bitch.

annefilade @ 2008-07-11T09:11:00

2008-07-11T13:11:35Z

<33 special night.

annefilade @ 2008-07-11T09:11:00

2008-07-11T13:11:34Z

<33 special night.

I'm just visiting.

2008-07-02T17:14:46Z

another good day and night

now i have to do my errands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or else!

watch you, on the ones and twos

2008-06-30T16:10:43Z

i got to see my baby for a good ten minutes yesterday!
he asked me to see Walle today!!!
AND to dinner...
and stanley park before that!

today should be an awesome day!!!! i'm so excited!

last night was a boringday at work. joined the duo at yellow for like 15. then sleep.
still no food. yogurts and choco milk. im going to take a shower and eat a fricken lunch, dammit

Lying awake at night. all night.

2008-06-29T05:05:35Z

I cant believe i spent a total of six hours driving today. Long Island was a blast! I met some awesome kids there! and i saw my Christi. She really wants me to move out to Boston with her. I really like where i am though, even though currently im not assigned to go to school.
:-( i wish i knew what i wanted to go to school for.

Brendan;s being an ass. He never lets me win at any of the cute games i play with him.
Grrrrrrrr

annefilade @ 2008-06-22T08:31:00

2008-06-22T12:31:38Z

mission accomplished.

I'll take this from you

2008-06-21T16:04:45Z

So, more messages to ignore.
Luckily i have bigger things to worry about.
I know youre thinking.... well how?

but legit, who the fuck gets concussions nowadays?
Me. On my own ride.

Awesome. Bring it on limited vision!
really though it kinda sucks.

still not particularly getting that feeling

nineteen.

2008-04-07T19:14:02Z

today is my nineteenth birthday.
today was an awesome day, i love being able to run around in the sunshine and be outddors for longer than five minutes. i have to leave for my monday-night night-classes, and i have a pretty busy week. but it's pretty boss, you know, being so independent and free. i'm ready to be 19.
i'm not ready to be so worn out, today, i couldnt get out of my bed for a few hours, out of sheer exhaustion.
make your move.
i'm ready to leave.... alot more things than one would think.
i want to go somewhere.

maybe cross the country.

2008-04-02T13:49:49Z

Last night i got one of the best nights of sleep ive ever had,
i even shittily picked up my room before bed,
These pills im on make me the most unhungry kid ever.
ilike the feeling of being contently full all the time
but not of non-excitement when good food s hre
all in all, it's not a big thing.

I have work at two today, that actually means one.
Because im niterviewing.
tomorrow night i shall be going to red robin and eating fettucine pasta with marinara.
then i shall be consuming an amount of alcohol equivalent to the white house incident.
it's my birthday and i can party if i want to.

i actually have a paper to write today and some intro conclusion assignments.
logie needs a good cage cleaning.
toto got a bath and a hair cut.
i cant wait til you see her, she's adorable.
why does it have to be so beautiful out when im doing homework?

annefilade @ 2008-03-31T12:41:00

2008-03-31T16:43:54Z

it's a few days until i get absolutely wasted for my 19th birthday party. thursday night. then i look for a blanket.
i payed the last buill for my feshemn year of college today, the last non loan bill. it felt pretty good, to pay it off.

kyle came home for me the other night, i felt like it fixed everything. it's going to be hard to see himthe next two years a way at school. but not too many schools have my major. including my own. Something still isn't right here, but i don't care.

Easter

2008-03-23T15:40:50Z

kyle's on his way to come get me for his family easter meals, i hope there is card games, cause i sure do love them, but this time minus anychair nonsense. i went for quite a libersating run this morning. i was a little scared of the paintball players who i think got kicked out by the cops, but they didnt bother me much.
today i really want to go to the movies and see drillbit taylor again along with my boy, i hope hope he brings me to the park and movies today. he doesnt read my lj so it's okay for me to post. lol he just gets free music off Lj. anyways, i did feel alittle stressed by work, and last night was even worse when i gave sara her present and she didnt really seem to like it and didnt thank me for quite a few minutes. i feel like perhaps things with ryan could have kept her mind off of things, but maybe she really just doesnt like get excited. regardless she wants her life with her friends back and i feel like she's not satisfied with how her life is now. i'm really her only girlfriend now and i feel like now i'm not really good enough, also i'm quite scared about my tickets for the sox game because what happens if they are still not toether and do not want to go. either way, i'm going, but there is another couple who the tickets would go to who i really do not want to go. i guess it's nothing to complain about, sox tickets ar sox tickets. i dont now how much longer itll be til kyle gets here so i'll keep typing until then. i really dont feel like i'm in love with kyle, but i know it's a lot of sacrifice, but soetimes i wish those days when weren't so comfortable were back, when we went on dates and we nervous. i like being excited but the nervousness is different. i don't care much for the feeling or nervousness as much as the romanticism of going out on thought out dates, or even being alone together. i think kyle is here, so i've got to leave.

bitchass.

2008-03-22T23:29:55Z

ventilation.

it's 9:50 am
where the fuck is karl.
i call karl, he is at a sleepover in chicopee.
I am already in partially hot water with my boss because of a previous incident. now i have to tell her that my other trainer forgot work today. I look like a real superstar.
i go to get karl, and call him for directions. he is laughing and yelling and joking with his stupid bitchy friends who are telling him to not go to work today while he is giving me directions. i almost die because he sucks at giving directions, and is not paying attention. he takes me the longest route to get there, isnt really prepared and does not think it is his fault.

I probably should have told you four (4) times your shift was at 10:00 am. not three (3).

he tells me that it is partially his fault, i tell him it is completely his fault.
karl does not have to balls to talk back to me.
i don't care. it really is all his fault, and i have to baby him all the time because he takes everything so personally, and isn't a strong person. maybe he is a strong person, maybe he should show it more. that's not what im commenting about.
I do not even yell at the kid, for screwing me over and not caring about it. i simply tell him to take respondsibility for his actions and be on time. i do not belittle him, get him in trouble, or treat him differently throughout the day. i do not reference back to the morning incident at all.

on the way back from lunch break with ryan and krystle i tell karl that i notice his beard coming in. i do not insult him, i just joke that he should probably shave it. ryan later tells me that karl was sooo mad about that that he wanted to "punch me in the head"

karl is a bitchass.

the day after.

2008-03-18T14:23:13Z

i've gotta go to school soon, i've already missed my first class so that i could do some stuff with homework and school. work is going to be busy with trainings all week, and i dont really have much faith in my team yet based on what has already happened. i dont really care what others think of me, so it doesnt really do anything when people comment. cept sam, haha. anyways ive gotta go to walmart to get divisional stuff, and stcc. who transfers from wsc to stcc? whatev hahaha
oh yes, and i love you , kyle.

annefilade @ 2008-03-14T09:55:00

2008-03-14T14:02:03Z

9:55am.
Working all week pretty hectic, im excited to play around with the radios on saturday, cause im a little kid.

more importantly i got my 2nd tattoo on tuesday the 11th. what what. flowers on my shoulder
post pics soon.

I so much better off than when i was in high school it's ridiculous.
I wish i had some space to put between me and seing kids who i just dislike.
i wish i wasnt a douche sometimes to kyle. i know sometimes i'm mean to him and i dont mean to be, and it's unfair for me to blame it on beign a girl, haha but i do. as unfair as it sounds, this is me.
IM SOOO EXCITED, however , that i get 3 ASIAN jokes a day.
lol kyle doesnt like them very much though. im stuck between if kyle is overracting or if im being an ass. :-( wish i knew!

and, lo skipped school to chill, i missed that, ugh SO FUN!
haha i dont really think i have much left, except that i should do some homework,
wsc, youre killing me.

bitches and hoes.

2008-03-11T13:58:02Z

sam why are you apologizing to someone who treated you like shit and only cared about you when they needed someone to cry to?

and nick nadeau, i get it that you're mad that we dont hang out much anymore, but give me a break, okay. i HAVE A LIFE I DO NOT EVEN FUCKING SEE LAURA.
if you dont like how things are, then don't be my friend.
by the way, if you really wanted to hang out so much, then how about you call me up

but i totally get how its my fault for not doing EVERYTHING.

_____________________________________________________________________________________________

totally convinced laura to skip school today. WHAT NIGGA.

goodbye waves and drive ways

2008-02-25T17:42:57Z

yes, its rocket summer. whatever
so today i had to say good bye to kyle for ten days.
I'm glad i have to work alot in the next two weeks, it keeps me busy.
My group for world music got a C on the project. I emailed the proffessor telling her that not only did i do the part dshe loved, but the part the person who dropped out of college was supposed to do in one day, the game and the presentation. So she gave me an A. wel, it's true. I miss my grils alot, but some i dont. i dont miss lo in the way i miss some f the other girls. cool your jets there kids, this isnt a bad hting. Lo and me have a psecial bond of fun and shit, other people i tell them my problems and it is something theye concious of. but with lo, we say the shit going on and then we have fun. that's how i miss her, haha if you dont get it, w/e.
So trevor and me are traveling fricken everywhere lately, and i think it's good since he hasnt broken down yet, but almost 50,000 miles in almost 2 years is reallly bad. So continuing,
I had some pretty dry tuna foor breaky so i made scrambled eggs and salsa. it was delish.

in other news, i got promoted to supervisor, i dont know if i actually said that in my last entry, but hey, i'll say it again. wooot supervisor!
i know alot of people are "skeptics" but i'm pretty sure they're wicked jealous cause i worked really hard.
hahah i'll be fine. Krystle told me : "no matter how good you are at being a supervisor, you'll cry every night youre first week." we'll see, cause she's a tough cookie and i believe her.
Speaking of that, she's my co-sup currently. it may change but i saw it on Joanne and John's white board. P_U_M_P_E_D.
i really need to do some homework, so i'll spew some more tonight.

i love kyle.
i miss sam.
and i love life.

annefilade @ 2008-01-30T09:47:00

2008-01-30T14:54:32Z

i extremely enjoy that practically no one who still works at 6 flags has a livejournal. i just dont understand howyou want to run d-1 again this year, when you sat around and let me and fred and christi run the division all last year while you cut your arms, and talked to anyone who would listen about fucking a gay man.

funny. anyways i'm dropping english for a semester, and prolly getting into orienteering and kayaking, i cant stand the professor. anyways,

my poor car isnt going to last very long with all the driving i have to do back and forth to kyle's school. it semi- bugs me that alex and erica are going to see kyle before me if they go up for super bowl weekend perhaps because i think they won't last, and perhaps because i just dont like them.
, lol, not really. anyways, i think i'm going up the 7th until the 11th. makes me wicked happy.
eveen though his roomate blows, i dont really care, i'm not there for him.

this long distance relationship is do-able, i did it last semester, but it sucks being away. grrr..
gotta get ready, going to see juno at noon, and do school stuff.

22 jan 08

2008-01-22T17:07:38Z

I have t oget ready for classes, although i've already skipped two. it's add/drop. no one goes to classes. but th is my major one, so i probably should get going.

rant,.

2008-01-22T17:04:05Z

i hate those bitches who look down on everyone for not being like them.
INDEPTH EXAMPLES
i'm straight edge cause i dont like it. ..... fine. awesome. sweet.
I'm striaght edge cause it's soo gay how everyone just want to get destroyed and dont care how they end up in the morning losing all intergity blah blah they're so disgusting when they lose thmselves on their own free choice to and cant have fun without alcohol. ........... NOT COOL. shut the fuck up. not everyone who drinks alcohol is doing it to get hammered in ten minutes and become free without inhibitions.
I drink socially. I dont usually get drunk. if i do it's at a small gathering of people i know.

and one more thing. if you're begging everyone to "open up they're minds" and see the reasons of shit, perhaps you should be a little more open minded and stop looking down on people who arent like you.
fuckers.

drop off point.

2008-01-04T14:43:58Z

i dont want to hold grudges anymore. i honestly dont have time. anyhow, i have a doctors appointment today at one. it's not routine. i guess that what motivated by.

annefilade @ 2007-12-15T14:05:00

2007-12-15T19:38:03Z

dartmouth

annefilade @ 2007-11-19T20:19:00

2007-11-20T01:19:17Z

Balls

Happy Halloween

2007-10-31T19:11:32Z

tongiht i'll hand out candy to little children.

LOL! polar bear and penguin!

and i did carve these :-D

ho-k so anyhow, ive gott some stuff to do.
i dont know how im going to live two weeks before i see kyle again. this sucks.
WICKED SUCKS.

im not trying to bitch.
i feel like im not at home.

i'll have the bulk of my school work this wekend though
bowling saturday.
how about college go ahread and suck it.